Not in the mood to talk.
Hope Zara was on9.Im very the sad.My heart scattered into pieces.
I knw she `s got scold me alot of times.
But entah,tadi mcam lain,urhh,
Btw,the previous post when I was angry so,sorry yea?
Im editting the same post now.
Back to the topic.
Sometimes,I had it with her.
She always;-always,crticises me.
But today,she criticism was difference.
It makes me really feel that Im hopeless and useless.
and STUPID.
Something I`ll tell her and everything I tell her she`ll be like
WATEVER LAH.
LOSER.
She`s like dont understand my feelings.
REALLY.SERIOUSLY.
ohh.craps.now im crying.
IM NOT ASKING FOR YOUR SYMPATHY!
I just want your listenning year.Or mayb express my feelings here.
But expressing without telling who the person is.
When we talk,she never listen,
When she talk,obviously I listen,
Sometimes,iloveher.
Sometimes,i`vehadit
I`ve always wonder,why does I bother to love and care for her,
when everytime I need her shoulder,
she dont bother too borrow a listenning ear.
When she had a break up,
i was there.
when i had something wrong
she was there wasnt she??
DONT EVEN THINK ABOUT IT.
Mayb Im wrong.
I always think that Im wrong.
Haishh.Am I being selfish?
Or issit her?